I'm supposed to be studying. But I got no idea why I started surfing and chatting. At the back of my mind, I know I'm d*** stress, but I just cannot get myself to study. I don't know what is so wrong with me. This feeling is horrible. The feeling of feeling trapped and I really want to bang my head hard against the wall.

I cannot sleep at night. My brain is just thinking of what am I going to do. I'm dead tired. I can't even nap now. *bangz*